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you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down.
skin by: Jane
Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 8:57 PM

As much as I believe what they say about the future of the chemical engineer's is big money…

Sometimes I just wish it was easier to study it.




Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 7:31 PM
Underestimated self worth

I suddenly realized that I am not afraid of failing.

I am just afraid of people using it as a yardstick for my self worth.




Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 2:18 PM
Finito. NOT.

Friday marks the last day of my second semester. Not the last day of exams, but the last school day.

Just like that, my third year in University ends, officially.

But before that, I've got to hand in two assignments, plus another two one (I have fortunately managed to hand up one today).

My room is in a mess, with papers strewn everywhere. Then there is the mountain of to-be-absorbed information that I have to learn within the span of a week. (I am so behind everything!!!)I haven cook for ages, and I think the cabbage I bought 2 weeks back have just disintegrate itself from all the dehydration.

Did I mention how my exam timetable sucks big time - with the exam paper held one day after another.

Busy week. Very busy week.

sigh



Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 12:55 PM
I love you



believe or not, that's my feet. 
And that's some pavement near my place.

Some really romantic person must have curved it in while the cement was about to set. 
=)



Wednesday, October 7, 2009 @ 1:40 PM
Today.

Today…

I won Lottery. (Even if it was just a $19.90 win from a $19 ticket, it is still a win!)

I passed at exactly 50/100 marks at a paper which ½ of the course failed – with the lowest result being 12 and the average being 44.

I got a 74 marks total from an assignment which was initially marked 66.

Today… is a wonderful day.

Go Figure! =)

On a side note, I have a small, but still significantly painful, diarrhea during lunch today.

Nevertheless, thank you Boss at the above.

And now, I got to work on being more satisfied with myself, and being nicer to people. This way, I can continue being content with who I am. Also, when small little joys (like the above happens), I feel really happy.

Ok. Back to studying for Reaction.




Sunday, October 4, 2009 @ 8:15 PM
Tod's G-bag

It's the Sunday of my Mid terms break. School officially resumes tomorrow, following another 4 weeks of assignments, crazy-work-your-ass-off days, and nights - before exams comes.

I don't know about you. But last Friday, I was really set free. I felt, for once in a whole semester, totally burden-less. It obviously didn't take long for me to sink into some form of euphoric feeling. I went shopping with Dorrain, Clubbed, went shopping again, played CS, submerged myself into cooking, watched movies, delved into 2 great books, watched TV, slept, and slept, and slept.

It was all so nice.

No. Nice is too minuscule to fully explain what it was like. It was a total... holiday. An AWESOME one. A beatific delirious week. Especially the sink-in-the-bed-for-as-long-as-i-want part. That was major seventh heaven. God knows how much I needed it too.

The sad thing is, time just passed in a quick flash. *Snap* Like that.

O-V-E-R lady

=(

As I was previously telling Ginger in the email: "Fun & Enjoyment is like some awful catalyst that makes time pass at a much faster rate". True isn't it?

Now, it's fast approaching Monday. 1 more hour to be more specific. I am so not looking forward. Especially since it is filled with many more promises of more heavy assignments, demanding deadlines and stressful quizzes.

Did I mention how easily I crumble under stress? Throughout this semester, I have called home so many times to relate to any of available family members the sad sad story of how my life very much sucks and how i very much prefer to be a penniless cleaner in Singapore, rather than to go through that moment of dark ages of university life.

To be honest, I admittedly quite suicidal at that point. That, was an embarrassing confession by the way.

I guess now that I am well rested. I should probably start trying to be more controlled, in whatever stress level I am at.

Just when I was getting used to the 10 hours of sleep everyday, now I have to return back to the 7 or 6, and sometimes none!, hours per day lifestyle.

*inserts sad face*

P/S: While shopping for a timeless bag to replace my current distasteful looking one, I fall in love with Tod's new G bag

(...With lovely aquamarine blue calfskin and such convenient 2 way handles)....

The very one and only true love of my whole entire 20 years of living

But as expected, the price was wayyyyy beyond my budget. Way way way beyond, in fact.Maybe I can psycho my daddy to purchase one for my 21st birthday.

To remain optimistic though, I am going to buy lottery tomorrow. And wish with all my heart that I'll win.



Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 11:25 PM
Everyone worth Knowing

I think reading a book is the most relaxing thing ever in the whole world. That besides retail therapy with your best friend of course.

3.18am. And I am still up - totally absorbed in the new book I just buried my hands into, Everyone worth knowing by Lauren Weisberger. Occasionally, when I begin to get guilty and aware at the clock ticking, I alternate between reading my notes. That irritating illegible Chemical reaction Engineering notes.

Sometimes I just wish I can just curl up in my bed and read good books all day. They transport me into a much much MUCH more pleasant world. Besides, sometimes they just give a perfect perspective to an annoying mind trouble I always seem to have.

I just love a perfect good read. Don't you?

Oh by the way, I think my mom is so adorably self-centered, while my youngest baby sis is the sweetest. I love 'em all so(x23425324) much.

Back to my book. Now.